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The Lament of Tasso
by
Lord Byron


ADVERTISEMENT

At Ferrara, in the Library, are preserved the orginal MSS. of Tasso's Gierusaslemme and of Guarini's Pastor Fido, with letters of Tasso, one from Titian to Ariosto, and the inkstand and chair, the tomb and the house, of the latter. But, as misfortune has a greater interest for posterity, and little or none for the cotemporary, the cell where Tasso was confined in the hospital of St. Anna attracts a more fixed attention than the residence or the monument of Ariosto---at least it had this effect on me. There are two inscriptions, one on the outer gate, the second over the cell itself, inviting unnecessarily, the wonder and the indignation of the spectator. Ferrara is much decayed and depopulated: the castle still exists entire; and I saw the court where Parisina and Hugo were beheaded, according to the annal of Gibbon.


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1.

Long years ---  It tries the thrilling frame to bear

And eagle-spirit of a child of Song ---

Long years of outrage, calumny, and wrong;

Imputed madness, prison'd solitude,

And the mind's canker in its savage mood,

When the impatient thirst of light and air

Parches the heart; and the abhorred grate,

Marring the sunbeams with its hideous shade

Works through the throbbing eyeball to the brain,

With a hot sense of heaviness and pain;

And bare, at once, Captivity display'd

Stands scoffing through the never-open'd gate,

Which nothing through its bars admits, save day,

And tasteless food, which I have eat alone

Till its unsocial bitterness is gone;

And I can banquet like a beast of prey,

Sullen and lonely, couching in the cave

Which is my lair, and --- it may be --- my grave.

All this hath somewhat worn me, and may wear,

But must be borne. I stoop not to despair;

For I have battled with mine agony,

And made me wings wherewith to overfly

The narrow circus of my dungeon wall,

And freed the Holy Sepulchre from thrall;

And revell'd among men and things divine,

And pour'd my spirit over Palestine,

In honour of the sacred war for Him,

The God who was on earth and is in heaven,

For he has strengthen'd me in heart and limb.

That through this sufferance I might be forgiven,

1 have employ'd my penance to record

How Salem's shrine was won, and how adored.
 

II.

But this is o'er --- my pleasant task is done: ---

My long-sustaining friend of many years !

If I do blot thy final page with tears,

Know, that my sorrows have wrung from me none.

But thou, my young creation !     My soul's child !

Which ever playing round me came and smiled,

And woo'd me from myself with thy sweet sight,

Thou too art gone --- and so is my delight:

And therefore do I weep and inly bleed

With this last bruise upon a broken reed.

Thou too art ended --- what is left me now?

I know not that --- but in the innate force

Of my own spirit shall be found resource.

I have not sunk, for I had no remorse,

Nor cause for such: they call'd me mad --- and why?

Oh Leonora !    Wilt not thou reply?

I was indeed delirious in my heart

To lift my love so lofty as thou art;

But still my frenzy was not of the mind:

I knew my fault, and feel my punishment

Not less because I suffer it unbent.

That thou wert beautiful, and I not blind,

Hath been the sin which shuts me from mankind;

But let them go, or torture as they will,

My heart can multiply thine image still;

Successful love may sate itself away;

The wretched are the faithful; 'tis their fate

To have all feeling, save the one, decay,

And every passion into one dilate,

As rapid rivers into ocean pour;

But ours is fathomless, and hath no shore.
 

III.

Above me hark !    The long and maniac cry

Of minds and bodies in captivity.

And hark !    The lash and the increasing howl,

And the half-inarticulate blasphemy !

There be some here with worse than frenzy foul,

Some who do still goad on the o'er-labour'd mind,

And dim the little light that's left behind

With needless torture, as their tyrant will

Is wound up to the lust of doing ill:

With these and with their victims am I class'd,

'Mid sounds and sights like these long years have pass'd;

'Mid sights and sounds like these my life may close:

So let it be --- for then I shall repose.
 

IV.
 

I have been patient, let me be so yet;

I had forgotten half I would forget,

But it revives  ---  Oh !    would it were my lot

To be forgetful as I am forgot !

Feel I not wroth with those who bade me dwell

In this vast lazar-house of many woes?

Where laughter is not mirth, nor thought the mind,

Nor words a language, nor ev'n men mankind;

Where cries reply to curses, shrieks to blows,

And each is tortured in his separate hell ---

For we are crowded in our solitudes ---

Many, but each divided by the wall,

Which echoes Madness in her babbling moods;

While all can hear, none heed his neighbour's call ---

None !    Save that One, the veriest wretch of all,

Who was not made to be the mate of these,

Nor bound between Distraction, and Disease.

Feel I not wroth with those who placed me here?

Who have debased me in the minds of men,

Debarring me the usage of my own,

Blighting my life in best of its career,

Branding my thoughts as things to shun and fear?

Would I not pay them back these pangs again,

And teach them inward Sorrow stifled groan?

The struggle to be calm, and cold distress,

Which undermines our Stoical success?

No !   ---  still too proud to be vindictive --- I

Have pardon'd princes' insults, and would die.

Yes, Sister of my Sovereign !     For thy sake

I weed all bitterness from out my breast,

It hath no business where thou art a guest:

Thy brother hates --- but I cannot detest;

Thou pitiest not --- but I cannot forsake.
 

V.

Look on a love which knows not to despair,

But all unquench'd is still my better part,

Dwelling deep in my shut and silent heart,

As dwells the gather'd lightning in its cloud,

Encompass'd with its dark and rolling shroud,

Till struck, --- forth flies the all-ethereal dart !

And thus at the collision of thy name,

The vivid thought still flashes through my frame,

And for a moment all things as they were

Flit by me; they are gone --- I am the same.

And yet my love without ambition grew;

I knew thy state, my station, and I knew

A Princess was no love-mate for a bard;

I told it not, I breathed it not, it was

Sufficient to itself, its own reward;

And if my eyes reveal'd it, they, alas !

Were punish'd by the silentness of thine,

And yet I did not venture to repine.

Thou wert to me a crystal-girded shrine,

Worshipp'd at holy distance, and around

Hallow'd and meekly kiss'd the saintly ground;

Not for thou wert a princess, but that Love

Had robed thee with a glory, and array'd

Thy lineaments in beauty that dismay'd ---

Oh    Not dismay'd --- but awed, like One above !

And in that sweet severity there was

A something which all softness did surpass;

I know not how --- thy genius master'd mine;

My star stood still before thee: if it were

Presumptuous thus to love without design,

That sad fatality hath cost me dear;

But thou art dearest still, and I should be

Fit for this cell, which wrongs me --- but for thee.

The very love which lock'd me to my chain

Hath lighten'd half its weight; and for the rest,

Though heavy, lent me vigour to sustain,

And look to thee with undivided breast,

And foil the ingenuity of Pain.
 

VI.

It is no marvel --- from my very birth

My soul was drunk with love, which did pervade

And mingle with whate'er I saw on earth:

Of objects all inanimate I made

Idols, and out of wild and lonely flowers,

And rocks, whereby they grew, a paradise,

Where I did lay me down within the shade

Of waving trees, and dreamed uncounted hours,

Though I was chid for wandering; and the wise

Shook their white aged heads o'er me and said,

Of such materials wretched men were made,

And such a truant boy would end in woe,

And that the only lesson was a blow;

And then they smote me, and I did not weep,

But cursed them in my heart, and to my haunt

Return'd and wept alone, and dream'd again

The visions which arise without a sleep,

And with my years my soul began to pant

With feelings of strange tumult and soft pain;

And the whole heart exhaled into One Want,

But undefined and wandering, till the day

I found the thing I sought --- and that was thee;

And then I lost my being, all to be

Absorb'd in thine; the world was past away;

Thou didst annihilate the earth to me !
 

VII.

I loved all Solitude, but little thought

To spend I know not what of life, remote

From all communion with existence, save

The maniac and his tyrant; had I been

Their fellow, many years ere this had seen

My mine like theirs corrupted to its grave.

But who hath seen me writhe, or heard me rave?

Perchance in such a cell we suffer more

Than the wreck'd sailor on his desert shore;

The world is all before him --- mine is here,

Scarce twice the space they must accord my bier.

What though he perish, he may lift his eye.

And with a dying glance upbraid the sky;

I will not raise my own in such reproof,

Although 'tis clouded by my dungeon roof.
 

VIII.

Yet do I feel at times my mind decline,

But with a sense of its decay: I see

Unwonted lights along my prison shine,

And a strange demon, who is vexing me

With pilfering pranks and petty pains, below

The feeling of the healthful and the free;

But much to One, who long hath suffer'd so,

Sickness of heart, and narrowness of place,

And all that may be borne, or can debase.

I thought mine enemies had been but Man,

But Spirits may be leagued with them; all Earth

Abandons, Heaven forgets me: in the dearth

Of such defence the Powers of Evil can,

It may be, tempt me further, --- and prevail

Against the outworn creature they assail,

Why in this furnace is my spirit proved,

Like steel in tempering fire?    Because I loved?

Because I loved what not to love, and see,

Was more or less that mortal, and than me.
 

IX.

I once was quick in feeling --- that is o'er;

My scars are callous, or I should have dash'd

My brain against these bars, as the sun flash'd

In mockery through them: If I bear and bore

The much I have recounted, and the more

Which hath no words, --- 'tis that I would not die

And sanction with self-slaughter the dull lie

Which snared me here, and with the brand of shame

Stamp Madness deep into my memory,

And woo Compassion to a blighted name,

Sealing the sentence which my foes proclaim.

No --- it shall be immortal !    And I make

A future temple of my present cell,

Which nations yet shall visit for my sake.

While thou, Ferrara    When no longer dwell

The ducal chiefs within thee, shalt fall down,

And crumbling piecemeal view thy heartless halls,

A poet's wreath shall be thine only crown, ---

A poet's dungeon thy most far renown,

While strangers wonder o'er thy unpeopled walls !

And thou, Leonora !    Thou --- who were ashamed

That such as I could love --- who blush'd to hear

To less than monarchs that thou couldst be dear,

Go    Tell thy brother, that my heart, untamed

By grief, years, weariness, --- and it may be

A taint of that he would impute to me ---

From long infection of a den like this,

Where the mind rots congenial with the abyss, ---

Adores thee still; and add --- that when the towers

And battlements which guard his joyous hours

Of banquet, dance, and revel, are forgot,

Or left untended in a dull repose, ---

This, this shall be a consecrated spot !

But Thou --- when all that Birth and Beauty throws

Of magic round thee is extinct --- shalt have

One half the laurel which o'ershades my grave.

No power in death can tear our names apart,

As none in life could rend thee from my heart.

Yes, Leonora !    It shall be our fate

To be entwined for ever --- but too late !

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